so far...

it seems that I'm just writing to put my thoughts down so I can possibly free myself of my insanity.  WHo knows?  I guess I'll write more when I have more of an idea about what else I need to do.

A good day...mostly

My dad and stepmom came up today for the day because Dottie, my stepmom, has to take a special test for her to get her brokerage license.  It was nice.  We went out for sushi and hung out.  It was a good day.

Time flies when you're passed out

Today was a first for me.  I donated platelets for the first time.  It was interesting.  My brain is foggy so I'll post more tomorrow morning when I'm more aware.

notes continued...

It always seems that when I want to relax, I end up working on something that kills my relaxation and adds stress.  I am very proud of my long distance friend Chitra (http://chitrasmindblog.blogspot.com/) score on her test that she studied for for hours. 

I've actually know Chrita for about 25 years or so.  Although we never really made it to a couple, we were close years ago when we first knew each other.  And thanks to Facebook, we reconnected.  I saw her in August when I went up to Oregon to visit my brother and his family.  I haven't seen her at this point for almost 19 years or so.  She was incredible.  We talked and talked for hours.  It was amazing.  I hope things will slowly start to go our way and see what can happen together.

Anyway, I'm tired and want to rest before I go to bed.  Let me know what you think.

As days continue...

Well, faithful readers, the day has past, the die was cast.  I turned 38 yesterday and while I was understandably sad that another day of my life has passed, I was unable to post my thoughts and feelings like I had promised myself I would.  It seems when I installed the new monitor my brother sent me as a gift for my birthday, I seemed to have tweaked my internet connection and was off line for about 10 hours.  When I woke this morning, I found I forgot to reset my wireless router and boom.  It worked again.  I feel stupid because I forgot the wireless router.  So here we are.

My new monitor doesn't quite fit the shelf in my computer desk.  But it's okay.  I got the monitor to fit with minimal effort so I have a much nicer and larger monitor.  Anyway, I'll post more after work today.  Have a good day.

You are now entering the domain of the Edge of Insanity

Hi.  I guess this is something I've probably needed to do for a very long time.  I'm Kory.  I just turned 38 and realized there are many aspects of my life that I really hate and I think just writing this stuff down will help me get some kind of perspective.  I made a lot of very stupid, bad, and otherwise wrong judgements the ultimately ended up in creating the life I have.  I'm hopeful that whoever decides to read my thoughts and commentary about life, the universe and a cat named Felix can understand who I've become, the journey of my life and the decisions I may need to be forced to make to hopefully get my life on a better track.

I recently re-connected with someone whom I was close with many years ago.  Trouble is, I never had the type of confidence needed to actually do something about it and let her slip out of my life.  Thanks to Facebook and a few well placed lucky guesses, we reconnected.  We talked and I felt the comfortable closeness we had way back when start back up.  However, in the interviening 19 or so years since last we saw each other, many different thing had changed.  And, as usual, I jusped the gun and scared her away for a few months.  I went up to visit my brother in Portland, Oregon.  My friend just so happens to live roughly 5 miles away from my brother.  We finally connected and had an amazing few hours drinking coffee.  And it freaked her out.  We just recently started talking again and it was her inspiration that I start up this.  When I was younger, I thought I had a great future.  Now I hope I just have a future where I have a job, some money, and someone to come home to.