Monday, January 24, 2011

You are now entering the domain of the Edge of Insanity

Hi.  I guess this is something I've probably needed to do for a very long time.  I'm Kory.  I just turned 38 and realized there are many aspects of my life that I really hate and I think just writing this stuff down will help me get some kind of perspective.  I made a lot of very stupid, bad, and otherwise wrong judgements the ultimately ended up in creating the life I have.  I'm hopeful that whoever decides to read my thoughts and commentary about life, the universe and a cat named Felix can understand who I've become, the journey of my life and the decisions I may need to be forced to make to hopefully get my life on a better track.

I recently re-connected with someone whom I was close with many years ago.  Trouble is, I never had the type of confidence needed to actually do something about it and let her slip out of my life.  Thanks to Facebook and a few well placed lucky guesses, we reconnected.  We talked and I felt the comfortable closeness we had way back when start back up.  However, in the interviening 19 or so years since last we saw each other, many different thing had changed.  And, as usual, I jusped the gun and scared her away for a few months.  I went up to visit my brother in Portland, Oregon.  My friend just so happens to live roughly 5 miles away from my brother.  We finally connected and had an amazing few hours drinking coffee.  And it freaked her out.  We just recently started talking again and it was her inspiration that I start up this.  When I was younger, I thought I had a great future.  Now I hope I just have a future where I have a job, some money, and someone to come home to.

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